I
Will Survive
At first
I was afraid I was petrified
Kept
thinkin' I could never live without you by my side;
But
then I spent so many nights
Thinkin'
how you did me wrong
And
I grew strong
And
I learned how to get along
And so
you're back from outer space
I just
walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face
I should
have changed that stupid lock
I should
have made you leave your key
If I'd've
known for just one second you'd back to bother me
Go on
now, go walk out the door
Just
turn around now
'Cause
you're not welcome anymore
Weren't
you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
Did
you think I'd crumble
Did
you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no,
not.I. I will survive
Oh as
long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive;
I've
got all my life to live,
I've
got all my love to give and I'll survive,
I will
survive. Hey hey.
It took
all the strength I had not to fall apart
Kept
trying' hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart,
And
I spent oh so many nights
Just
feeling sorry for myself. I used to cry
But
now I hold my head up high
And
you see me somebody new
I'm
not that chained up little person still in love with you,
And
so you feel like droppin' in
And
just expect me to be free,
Now
I'm savin' all my lovin' for someone who's lovin' me
Go on
now, go walk out the door
Just
turn around now
'Cause
you're not welcome anymore
Weren't
you the one who tried to break me with goodbye
Did
you think I'd crumble
Did
you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no,
not.I. I will survive
Oh as
long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive;
I've
got all my life to live,
I've
got all my love to give and I'll survive,
I will
survive. Hey hey.
~ Sung
by Gloria Gaynor ~
"This
song holds special significance to me....there were many a time I felt
like this during my marriage to my previous husband and even after I left....But
I survived! Which is what this song is about - surviving!
I grew up with this song as a child and it never held much significance
to me then (not that it should). It wasn't until I read a novel by
Joy Fielding called "Kiss Mommy Goodbye" (about spousal abuse and it's
aftermath), that I read the words to this song in that book - and related
to what this woman was feeling in her marriage. Though the novel
is fiction, it is too true of what happens in today's society.
It's
what helped me overcome the abuse ~ I Will Survive! And I did!"

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